Ever wake up and feel totally lost? Like, "Shit, I'm not sure what I should do with my time." I'm having one of those days.

The obvious thing I should be doing is working, because there's a lot to do this week. I have to go run a volleyball open gym tonight, so I have limited time in the evening.

My own projects I think cause some of the conflict. I've been talking now for more than a year about building a new CoasterBuzz, and that hasn't happened. I've also got my new forum version, and my ad serving software. So many loose ends. I just haven't had the time, and I don't see that changing.

The obvious solution would be to drop off of this work project, but I can't afford it. My own projects aren't really for money. So I'm caught in this conflict and as a result sit and stare at the wall not doing either one.

What I really need right now is to waste some serious time on something totally not related.