As if my spirits weren't already generally low, for a number of reasons, I noticed today that my house is gross. I've got the worst offenses... like snot rags and dirty cat shit boxes, but there's a layer of filth everywhere.

It's part of a bigger picture issue of being overwhelmed with everything going on around you, beyond your control, made worse by being incapacitated for four days. It's the first time in a long time that I've felt like that, and it's almost like new territory for me again. It's seriously f'ing with my head. It's no fun.